Elsa from Frozen is Like My Main Character!

   Last night, I went to see the movie Frozen in theaters with a friend. I nearly screamed when I saw Elsa's ice/snow powers. If you want [more than] a hint of my main character (known for secrecy as just an abbreviated "G"), go watch Frozen.
   G has a lot less glitter, doesn't waste her time swirling the snow just to make ice (Disney just did that for show to add beauty and magic in order to entrance the audience), and has a less bold personality (she's more sweet, naive and is more of a victim and one to defend and flee rather than one who's easily willing to kill those who want to harm her [she wants to avoid that and give people the chance to change]). Oh, yeah. And she doesn't wear make-up. In my opinion (I don't know about you), but Elsa had a little bit too much eyeshadow. It kept bothering me throughout the movie. Needed to be a bit lighter. Oh, and she isn't blond, either. Not telling you yet, unfortunately.
   Say, did anyone notice how that Anna's eye color changed from blue to green and blue from time to time? Another thing: After Elsa accidentally froze the fountain, the next shot (from the doorway angle) it was flowing perfectly again.
   Making ice and snow in a fast manner at will: That's G. Using weapons and creating other objects out of ice: That's G. Having no control over your powers at first: Nope. Creating living creatures: Nope. Glittery dress: Nope. Creating pretty (and showy) big snowflakes so big you can see the structure: Very nope. Making a whole land turn to winter: Heh, heh. No comment. ;)

Oh, yeah! The other day it finally snowed where I live, so I made a snowman for a few hours (before I got cold and it started to rain). Just a plain old thing, really. The next day, it had melted so much, it had no hat and no head left! I originally wanted to make a Doctor Who weeping angel, but I was already getting cold and was tired after only having 3 hours of sleep that night ( and a little boy decided to come up to me without his mom and started chatting with me for a long while. I didn't want to frighten the little guy). Simplest snowman I've done for a long time. (Last year's actually had a face and glitter all over it.) Maybe next time....

I'm Weird When I'm Tired

Random thoughts came out of my head when I had just finished writing for the night:

...so that was the result.

(pic of my actual writing log I have saved on my flash drives)

December 2013

  December. The last month of the year. Goal for next year: Keep on writing. And writing. And writing. Until I finish. I've always wondered how long it would take me to write a whole book.
  I hope it will snow. Most of the time, where I live (Western Washington State, U.S.), it rains. One or two days of snow. That's it.
  I'll reveal a hint: One of the characters in this book has a deep connection to ice/snow/cold. She's the main character.


Difference f/ Last       Words            Date          Time Stopped     Day Since Start
____________________________________________________________________
                                        228,854            Dec 1            3:50 AM               Day 107
                                        229,048            Dec 6            4:39 AM               Day 108 
61 (-29) 229,199 Dec 7 9:45 PM Day 109 
581 (+520) 229,780 Dec 8 3:52 AM Day 110 
490 (-91) 230,270 Dec 9 6:08 AM Day 111 
24 (-466) 230,290 (Dec 9) 4:54 PM (Day 111) 
583 (+559) 230,873 Dec 10 5:23 AM Day 112 
945 (+362) 231,818 Dec 11 6:08 AM Day 113 
37 (-908) 231,855 Dec 12 12 or 1 AM Day 114

287 (+250)                     232,142            Dec 13          5:25 AM              Day 115

133 (-154)                      232,275            Dec 18          4:47 AM              Day 116
190 (+57)                       232,465            Dec 28          4:13 AM              Day 117
4,122 (+3,932)               236,587            Dec 30         4:42 AM               Day 118
3,433 (-689)                   240,020            Dec 31          6:08 AM              Day 119
1,793 (-1,640)                241,813           (Dec 31)        11:38 PM           (Day 119)

Goodbye 2013! Been writing for 119 days in this year from June 20th to the last breaths of Dec 31st. It's been fun! (But it doesn't mean that I'm finished with the book, so I'm still continuing it through 2014 and whenever I finish it.)

Oh, yeah. One more thing. It DID snow. But it was only for one day. I made a snowman that was taller than me (even without his snow hat), but the next day he melted so much that he had no hat nor a head left. Stupid rain! :P

My Wondrously Lame and Immature Sticker Chart

Besides my log, I also have this:

As of Nov 21, 2013.

An author I met at an author panel shared with people her own sticker chart, which I also found to be a very reliable source of motivation for writing. Hers looked neater, but similar to how I organized mine. It is based on the reward system children use for their accomplishments and motivation, especially found in schools.

November 2013

  It's November and can't wait until it gets cold so I get miserable. But what am I complaining about? I live in Washington State! It has *mostly* mild weather year-round... except for the rain. I have a feeling it'll snow this winter. Maybe get stormy, too. I swear, those "low pressure systems" should have a better name when they turn into that long-tailed hurricane shape. They always bring a lot of wind and rain. I used to live just outside Bothell, WA and those storms used to wreak havoc on the trees, sending branches and weak trees down on the power lines each time.
  Just the other day (today is Nov 5th mind you), and my mom was at work. She went outside in the alley in the back and there was a dust devil about 10 - 15 feet high spinning dust and leaves all around the place. Sure freaked her out. I remember seeing those passing through the eastern part of the state. We don't often get those in the western part.
  But enough about the weather! 8(

# of words 

wrote each day, 

(diff. from day 

before)                     |||       Words         |||      Date          |||     Time Stopped     |||    Day

_____________________________________________________________________________

2,459 (+1,023)                   214,485                Nov 3                 3:26 AM                 91

2,029 (-430)                       216,514                  4                     4:14 AM                 92

2,872 (+943)                      219,386                  5                     5:17 AM                 93

1,700 (-1,172)                    221,086                 (5)                    5:58 PM                (93)    
1,252 (-448)                       222,338                  6                      3:52 AM                 94
3,190 (+1,938)                   225,528                  7                      4:11 AM                 95
351 (-2,839)                       225,879                  8                      2:50 AM                 96
634 (+283)  226,513                  9                      4:08 AM                 97
-160 (-794)  226,353                 12                     3:37 AM                98
357 (+517)  226,710 13 5:30 AM 99
75 (-282)  226,785 (13) 8:03 PM (99)
314 (+239)  227,099 14 4:45 AM 100
433 (+199)  227,532 15 4:11 AM 101
381 (-52)                      227,913 16 4:16 AM 102
464 (+83) 228,337 17 3:33 AM 103
371 (-93) 228,748 19 3:09 AM 104
65 (-306) 228,813 20 3:35 AM 105
-116 (-181) 228,697 21 12:36 AM 106

I can't wait until Day 100! It will be officially the 100th day I'll have been writing this book!               *Updated: Woohoo! I made it!!! I reached Day 100! And now it's 101. :) *so happy*                

                                                                                                            

October 2013

Wee! October! The month where I stayed at a friend's place having fun for a couple of weekends. It's good to fit in friends, going places, and trying new things amid writing. Otherwise, life can get a little dull: Today: Ate, did random boring things, daydreamed, wrote, slept. Repeat for the rest of eternity.

# of words 

wrote each day, 

(diff. from day 

before)                     |||       Words         |||      Date          |||     Time Stopped     |||    Day

_____________________________________________________________________________

1,123 (-974)                      171,323                 Oct 1                    2:16 AM                69

823 (-300)                         172,146                    2                       2:34 AM                70

872 (+49)                          173,018                    3                       3:29 AM                71

1,877 (+1,005)                   174,895                    4                       3:59 AM                72

2,372 (+495)                      177,267                     8                      3:37 AM                73

3,696 (+1,324)                   180,963                     9                      2:11 AM                 74

2,417 (-1,279)                    183,380                    10                     4:07 AM                 75

2,078 (-339)                       185,458                    11                     4:31 AM                 76

1,557 (-521)                       187,015                    12                     4:11 AM                 77

1,121 (-436)                       188,136                    13                      2:45 AM                78

88 (-1,033)                         188,244                    14                     11:59 PM               79

3,225 (+3,137)                   191,449                    15                      4:48 AM                 80

3,545 (+320)                      194,994                    16                      3:46 AM                 81

2,999 (-546)                       197,993                    17                      4:49 AM                 82

625 (-2,374)                       198,618                    18                      4:18 AM                 83

1,568 (+943)                      200,186 :)                 19                      2:40 AM                 84

1,453 (-115)                       201,639                   (19)                     5:28 AM                (84)

1,388 (-65)                         203,027                   20                      3:32 AM                 85

1,116 (-272)                        204,143                    22                     3:41 AM                 86

1,612 (+496)                       205,755                    23                     4:51 AM                 87

1,344 (-268)                        207,099                    24                     2:27 AM                 88

3,491 (+2,147)                    210,590                    25                     3:14 AM                  89

1,436 (-2,055)                     212,026                    26                      4:?? AM                 90

  When it got close to Halloween, I started getting bad dreams. 

  One night, I woke three times from zombies coming after me. That was disturbing, as everything looked so real. Before the dreams, I was confident I'd survive a zombie apocalypse. Now I see the reality of it and get freaked out by the thought of one (of course, I don't believe it'd actually happen). 

  Another night, I had a series of realistic ones: A scary man was hunting me, and a guy friend who doesn't exist in real life helped distract the man long enough for me to get away. Then a black and white stray (from real life) kept getting into my place somehow. More than once, I became frustrated at finding it back inside.

At some point in the dream, I found a couple of shelf drawers full of raisin bran cereal. The top had few raisins, and the bottom had a lot of them.

Finally, the most disturbing part, was the old house I was in: There were dark gray cobwebs hanging from the wood ceiling. They started gradually swinging until tapeworm-like maggots came out of them. Dropping above my friends and myself, they started coming down more and more, even to the point of dropping through the ceiling boards. It was raining hundreds of maggots. Then somebody screamed: "Let's get out of here!" I ran. It was that moment I finally woke.

Just this morning before waking (Nov 2), I had another. My brother brought in the black and white stray cat, as well as a black and brown one. There was some kind of storm coming, so my mom and I reluctantly agreed to keep them inside until it was over. That was when I woke. In real life, there was a wind storm outside. The lights were flickering occasionally and it was raining hard. Odd coincidence, huh?

  The second-to-last dream wasn't a bad one. It was with a few of the characters I'm presently writing about. I haven't had a dream with any of them for several months, now. I can't quite remember what happened in it, only that they were in an interesting place doing and saying some pretty interesting things. I think my story was calling me to keep going, since I've lately been feeling a little "less in the mood". Not a good thing for a writer to feel, especially if they want to keep going.

  As you can see, I'm almost at Day 100, so here I must press on.

  Thanks to all for the support!

September 2013

September! My little sis goes to school (high school, special ed. kid), so I no longer have to wake up (disturbed) near or after noon to her singing in the living room or playing a movie too loud. (We live in a teeny one-bedroom apartment that is NOT soundproof.) My priorities besides writing was also finding a job, but I was a little... hesitant. Several things came up at once all of a sudden, which made the stress worse. You can see it in my writing here and there. Not very much progress, then a whole lot. *Repeat*

Diff from                

last &                   

rate diff.                |||         Words                 |||  Date    |||  Time Stopped      |||  Day

__________________________________________________________________________

                                                                     Sept 1         (Late PM)               47

                                    128,133                         2              4:42 AM                48

1,721                            129,854                         3              4:40 AM                49

2,476 (+755)                  132,330                         4              3:16 AM                50

1,527 (-949)                   133,857                         5              11:59 PM              51

 887 (-388)                     135,132                         6              2:50 AM                52

1,275 (-252)                   136,019                         8               3:21 AM               53

4,479 (+3,592)               140,498 (font change)      9              11:59 PM              54

1,352 (-3,121)                 141,856                        10              3:22 AM               55

                                                                         12              11:59 PM             56

                                     144,007                        13              4:18 AM               57

2,804                             146,881                        14              2:47 AM               58

1,448 (-1,356)                 148,259                        15               2:14 AM              59

                                                                         19                                         60

                                     154,414                        20              4:43 AM               61

1,894                             156,308                        22              4:29 AM               62

2,448 (+554)                   158,756                       (22)             11:59 PM            (62)

3,267 (+819)                   162,023                        23               5:18 AM              63

1,421 (-2,026)                 163,264                        24               3:10 AM               64

2,007 (+766)                   165,271                        25               3:29 AM               65

100 (-1,907)                    165,371                        28               1:59 AM               66

1,077 (+977)                   166,448                       (28)              11:59 PM            (66)

1,655 (+578)                   168,103                        29               2:22 AM               67

2,097 (+442)                   170,200                        30               2:14 AM               68

  Ugh. The blanks spaces are annoying me. Those were nights where I stopped writing and I was too tired to record. But I did put a star in my "Writing Reward Chart" for those days, so I know I wrote then.
  The chart is basically a little handmade calendar in a composition book, in which I put a star sticker on each and every day I write. I was inspired to make it by the suggestion of author J. Anderson Coats, who uses a similar one herself to keep writing. I started it last August and since then, it's been my cure to writers' block. My thanks and a double high five!
  The only downfall: When I broke out of writers' block, I got affected by an illness called "readers' block". Still trying to find the cure, but at least I can still write!

August 2013

August. I had a church bike trip for a whole week. Then I kinda' got lazy afterwards and took a bigger break from writing. Then I got sick of doing practically nothing, so I picked it up again. Ahh, the sound of those lovely keys clacking as the story continues....

Difference from
Yesterday's Writing ||| Words     ||| Date  ||| Time Stopped |||  Day
_________________________________________________________________
                                96,746        Aug 1       1:33 AM              35
4,292                         101,038 :)     20          3:27 AM              36
2,095 (-2,197)               103,133       (20)         8:?? PM              (36)
1,669 (-426)                 104,802         21          3:39 AM              37
1,228 (-441)                 106,030         23          4:24 AM              38
3,037 (1,809)                109,067        24           5:22 AM              39             4,470 (+1,433)               113,537        25           5:14 AM              40
3,036 (1,434)                116,573        26           4:3? AM              41
1,387 (1,649)                117,951        27           4:56 AM              42
1,693 (+306)                 119,644        28           4:32 AM              43
701 (-992)                    120,345       (28)          6:12 PM             (43)           1,937 (+1,236)               122,282        29           4:17 AM              44
528 (-1,409)                  122,810        30           4:55 AM              45
1,747 (+1,219)               124,557        31           4:28 AM              46                                                                                          

By the way. The bike trip was amazing. If you ever have the chance to go on a bike trip, GO. It'll be the best journey of your life. Just be sure you have someone with you who knows how to repair bikes well. Saved a great many folks (including me). 
Back to my writing: I was so happy to have reached over 100,000 words. But that wasn't enough. (I have the story laid out in my head, and it wasn't even half-way through!) It feels great to accomplish something that isn't even finished, yet. :)

July 2013

  July. The month of realization.
  Yeah. It took me almost two weeks to really step back and think about it, but maybe that's because I had the story on my mind? *(Meet a writer, you're meeting a daydreamer!)
  *most of the time
  Oh, yeah. One more thing? My family's so loud and obnoxious (mom and sis), that I write at night.
  Late at night. So late, it's morning.

 # of words 

wrote each day, 

(diff. from day 

before)                     |||        Words          |||   Date     |||     Time Stopped    |||    Day
_______________________________________________________________________
                                  |||           ???             |||      1st     |||            ???              |||  11
                                  |||      31,325            |||      2nd    |||            ???              |||  12
                                  |||           ???             |||      3rd     |||           ???              |||  13
                                  |||          ???              |||      5th     |||            ???             |||  14
                                  |||          ???              |||     6th       |||           ???             |||  15
                                  |||          ???              |||     7th       |||           ???             |||  16
                                  |||      40,366            |||     8th       |||       6:05 AM         |||  17
868                             |||      41,234            |||     9th       |||       6:05 AM         |||  18
1,126 (+258)                |||      42,360            |||     10th     |||       5:45 AM         |||  19
10,025 (+8,899)           |||      52,385            |||     13th     |||       6:10 AM         |||  20
14,067 (+4,042)           |||      66,452            |||      ???     |||           ???              |||  21
5,342 (-8,725)              |||      71,794            |||     19th    |||        5:10 AM        |||  22
1,457 (-3,885)              |||      73,251            |||     20th    |||            ???             |||  23
1,151 (-306)                 |||      74,402            |||     21st    |||        5:00 AM        |||  24
1,451 (+300)                |||      75,853            |||     22nd   |||        4:40 AM        |||  25
                                  |||         ???               |||    23rd    |||        3:30 AM        |||  26
                                  |||      78,911            |||    24th     |||        5:30 AM        |||  27
3,870                          |||      82,781            |||     25th    |||        1:53 AM        |||  28
1,421 (-2,449)              |||      84,202            |||     26th    |||        5:36 AM        |||  29
2,641 (+1,220)             |||      86,843            |||     27th    |||        3:40 AM        |||  30
1,625 (-1,016)              |||      88,458            |||     28th    |||        2:30 AM        |||  31
505 (-1,120)                 |||      88,973            |||   (28th)    |||        10:?? PM       |||  (31)
2,216 (+1,711)             |||      91,189            |||     29th    |||        3:55 AM        |||  32
2,101 (-115)                 |||      93,290            |||     30th    |||        4:35 AM        |||  33
                                  |||         ???               |||      31st   |||            ???             |||  34

  Exciting, huh? That's only just the beginning.
  The question marks are annoying for me, too, but I was either not yet recording, or I was too tired to do anything else but plop into bed.
  Ha ha ha! Plop! Okay, I get how one of my friends finds that word funny. Plop!
  Uh, did I just type that in here?
  Oh, well. Awkward = awesome!
 

June 2013

  In the beginning of my writing this book (third in a series I'm not naming for secrecy/surprise), I wasn't really expecting myself to write on full-blast. But, later, I got excited that my writer's block was fully broken, so that's when I started recording how many words, etc. I did.
  Yeah. I'm writing the third book, even though I haven't [completely] written the first two. Long story on that one.
  Okay, to summarize my explanation: Once upon a time, I was daydreaming/planning the whole series. I got so excited about the 3rd book, I started writing it. Something bad happened, and all my writing became no more. Gone. Three years later, I decided to pick up my writing again. Then, when I started writing the first book, I realized out of fear that I might forget all that I planned out for the last three. So, as a result, I'm writing the third book now. My brain's weird - but hey. We all are in some way, aren't we? Whatever works.
  Now, without further ado, here's the log for the month of June:

Difference from
Yesterday's Writing  |||  Words  |||  Date ||| Time Stopped ||| Day
__________________________________________________
                                |||               |||  20th |||                       ||    1
                                |||               |||  21st  |||                      ||   2
                                ||| 27,988   |||  23rd  |||     1:40 AM    ||   3
                                |||               |||  24th   |||                     ||   4
                                |||               |||  25th   |||                     ||   5
                                ||| 30,260   |||  26th   |||     3:02 AM    ||  6
                                |||               |||  27th   |||                      ||   7
                                |||               |||  28th   |||                      ||   8
                                |||               |||  29th  |||                       ||   9
                                |||               |||  30th  |||                       ||  10

Very boring-looking, right? I totally didn't know what I was getting myself into - until July came....

Update August 2nd, 2015 at 11:16 PM:
Haha! I can't believe it!! I can not describe my joy at finding this!! I found an old paper where I wrote down two days where I had written, and, after looking through all the June months in both of my blogs (both books), I've confirmed these two recorded days to be in June 2013, G3:DF!

One side of the paper:

The other side of the paper:

I am so happy! *jumps around* Now, I can finally add something to this post.
Wait.... I WROTE ALMOST 28,000 WORDS IN ONLY THREE DAYS???
Okay, I've got to double check this....

• Seemingly nothing is recorded June 2013, but it coincidentally has both a blank June 23rd and a blank June 26th recorded.
• By the June 2014, I had written well over my 300,000 word mark. http://writinglog-g3df-jenniferfulk.blogspot.com/2014/06/june-2014.html  
• After finishing this book, I see it even more unlikely to be another June in another year: For G4:O, I started writing in July, 2014. 
• And finally: June 2015 was just two months ago from now. I had reached over 100,000 words by that time.

So, it's got to be it. I actually did write almost 28,000 words in only three days. And don't say I'd be wrong in the day I started or in the day I missed, either: I REMEMBER. 

That first day; the day I chose to write.... It was about a week after I graduated, after all the celebrations were over. I felt triumphant. Like I was the hero of my own story. 

You can not imagine what it is like to have to redo high school all over again, after a wicked woman refused to hand over my home school proof to the public school system just so she could make my life miserable. She was like that, always invading my rights as a human beings. Always using something against me. Well, I can say that she made my life miserable only because she was a miserable person, herself. All that was gone by the time I graduated. She always told me things that would turn a person into a mere object, using the same method a sicko would use while keeping women he's kidnapped in his basement. Hurtful things such as: "You're not going to make it out of high school. You're going to be flipping burgers at Wendy's or Burger King." 

Well, here I am living proof of all that she thought I wasn't going to be: I took an IQ test, which, after finding that my reading and writing skills were better than the average high school student's, it gave me credits. I earned more credits going to summer school. I earned even more credits by attending public high school for three years. And I finished with just enough credits a week before the deadline by volunteering at my local library. A week more, and those three years of hard work, insomnia, frustration, panic, worry, sweat, and occasional crying would have been a waste. And, not only that, I got a good, fun job at that same library I volunteered at. They saw my potential. They saw how devoted I was. They saw that I was a human being. 

...Anyway, I probably have mentioned this story dozens of times throughout the blogs, but, being that I started rewriting this book series in June 2013, I might as well have explained a bit of the significance of restarting the writing process here. 

Want to know more about my life story? Read my blogs. It's a broken jigsaw puzzle because "she" scattered the pieces. Not to say that you have to guess the rest or to read every post in my blogs, but it's a bit much to swallow all at once. If I were to share everything with you in one wild ride, I might as well give you an amusement park. (I'll write a book of my life eventually, but be prepared that it may not be emotionally comfortable to read.)

Oh, and one more thing: If you'd like to see my progress on my next book, code-named for secrecy, "G4:0" (You wouldn't want me to spoil the surprise, would you? That would be boring. "And the title of my book is...! [Title]!" "Oh... I already knew that. Now I am sad."), the writing log blog is here: http://writinglog-g4o-jenniferfulk.blogspot.com/ .